Holy crap, I'm so freakin' tired.

*yawn*

I can't wait until tomorrow. I get to sleep in. I should have been off today.

I can't think coherently right now.

Here's a brief rundown on the people in my life, so that you know who I'm talking about.

Kevin: My husband. We've been married for almost 3 years, been together for 5 years. He's a good guy. Most of the time.

Aaron: A married friend of mine. We see each other occasionally. He's the main guy I go to when I have a day off and I'm feeling frisky. It's a complicated situation, but it works for us.

Chris: A guy I used to work with a year and a half ago at the studio. He just recently told me that he had a thing for me. We've seen each other a few times. He does tend to get a bit annoying, though.

Paul: A very good, very dear friend of mine. We've been friends since before I was married the first time. He's divorcing from his wife, Anita, or Bitchzilla, if you will. I'm helping him out the best I can.

Makenzie: My wonderful little munchkin. She's our 3 year old daughter. She's so smart and so funny. I love her so so so much.

Christina: My girlfriend. *grins* We used to work together and when she and her exgirlfried split, she asked me out. She's got a boyfriend as well, but she's with both of us.

I think that's pretty much my cast of characters.

I think I got too much sleep last night. I slept for almost 12 1/2 hours, with the exception of waking up a handful of times to pee.

I really want to be pregnant again. I just have this horrid feeling that, while my body is acting like I am, that I'm really not. :( Meh.

Another day of work. I'm getting tired of it.

Aaron is coming over Tuesday, I hope. It's been too long since I've seen him. I cannot wait to get my hands on him again. I love his entire body and his mouth...omg. LOL. He's so frickin' hot. I just love the way he gets me going.

Everette lost one of his little girls over the weekend. : ( His wife was pregnant with twins and when they went to the hospital on Sunday, they found out one of their little girls had died before birth. :( I cried so much when I found out about it. It's sooooo sad. I wanted to hug him.

Chris is getting on my nerves. He was supposed to come by yesterday. But he said he had to work so I made plans to go see my girlfriend. Well, he texted me later to say he got out of going to work and wanted to know if we were still on. I had to tell him multiple times that I was NOT breaking my plans to see my girlfriend after he ditched our plans. Even my saying, "She's my girlfriend. She and I are dating. You and I are not. We're just fucking." didn't seem to have any effect. Gah...single guys. Pssh.

I honestly do not like getting involved with single guys. I would much rather partake in a married man. Mainly because, when you're both married, you KNOW the boundaries. You usually KNOW that you can't see each other whenever you want to. You know there are factors that come into play that are more important than just the two of you.

I need to start this thing over. This is mainly going to be just for me. I don't have but one or two friends here on LJ anymore, so...yeah.

I think I'm pregnant. Yeah. I've got a whole mess of things going on right not that lead me to believe it. But I've been having cycle problems, so who knows. I'm almost scared to test. I don't want to see a "-" again.

I'm still working at AT&T. It still sucks ass. Today is a year and a half since I started.